Some things are just too complex to ever feel good about. Sometimes because they're too enormous and sometimes because you can't quite get a handle on where it's coming from. The latter is where lots of emotional complexities fit for me. Some emotions or things similar to emotions are too complex to be fully understood. And often times we are asked to explain those emotions to the satisfaction of others. It's not enough to know how you feel, they need to know why you feel. Well I don't always have the answers, goddammit. /emotions